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November 2012

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You are not my friends.

Friends don’t treat other friends the way you did.

I thought I made it apparent before but, I really don’t want you as a friend.

Stop contacting my family and my boyfriend.

I don’t care if you apologize or not. I don’t need friends who think its acceptable to shame me for wanting to hang out with someone else for two hours and stop me from introducing people by starting to cry like a child.

I don’t need friends who get upset about me wanting to take a walk by myself for an hour after spending 4 days with you.

And siding with her tantrum is just as bad. I did nothing wrong and I still had to apologize for doing nothing wrong.

This isn’t the first time something has happened like this and you know it.

If it was my fathers wedding or ignoring me for half a year because I dated someone and decided I didn’t like them.

If you didnt get it before, here it is now.

I REALLY don’t want to talk to you. We had nice memories and thats dandy but, after some maturing.. I realized that friends dont usually behave like that.

Friends are okay if you want to leave or hang out with someone else for an hour or two. Friends don’t take advantage of some friend with money or a car or guilt you for having those things.

I have new friends that don’t require any of that from me and I still have a good time.

Please, once again, leave me alone.

I’m done with feeling guilty for nothing or justifying your rude and childish behavior.

Good bye.

Nov 16, 20121 note

October 2012

73 posts

I’m sorry I’m such a useless bother.
I won’t annoy you anymore…

Oct 3, 2012

I can’t stop fuckin crying-
I just gotta remember who’s keeping me here…

Oct 3, 2012
Everything- and I do mean everything- is just awful and I can't make it any better

I don’t have a job and I’ve been unemployed for almost 6 months.
I can’t go back to school because no one will help me pay for it and I have such anxieties when It comes to learning math that I literally get nauseous and start to cry due to abuse because I didn’t understand math as a child.
My family hates me because I don’t blindly agree with them anymore.
My friends hate me because I’m I don’t understand .. I’m not even sure what I don’t understand- and how little time I get to spend with them.
I can’t use my car too much because it’s hella old and could break down really easily.
I don’t have money and I’m in debt.
I don’t have an education.
I am tired of driving to interview after interview and applying and applying and having nothing to show for it.
I’m tired of THIS HOUSE.
I’m tired of having to pretend to like my dad and his wife just so they won’t kick me out.
I’m tired …
I’m so tired…
The only person who hangs around and calls and texts and visits me and asks is my boyfriend…
He’s the only one who cares and asks if I’m okay and how things are going. Without him…
I don’t know if I’d still be here..
But I feel like I’m putting too much pressure on him by telling him all this. Like I’m being a bad person because he is the only one I can talk to about all this stuff.
I just feel trapped and cornered and I don’t know what to do…
I cry at least once a day about how much I hate myself or how I’m stupid
…. I just want a job. That’s all I want.
So I can make money and get out and not have to rely on people who don’t care and people who ignore and disrespect me but pretend like they love me.

Oct 3, 2012
#gracie problems...
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#terrorist #ignorance #islam #muslim #hijab? is that what shes trying to do?
From Fresh Prince of Bel Air
  • Carlton (to Ashley, who is starting the same school): Don't look at me, don't talk to me, don't acknowledge me.
  • Will: If you're not sure how, just look at what all the other girls do.
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#freash prince of bel air
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#tw:rape
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Oct 2, 2012
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Love you babehs.

what is this…
wha…

Oct 2, 2012

jerkenglish:

when people send me dumb asks out of no where

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#science is neat
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#being a grown up #what to do with my life
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I left a note for my backyard neighbours asking they put their extremely vocal dog inside.
It’s not that I don’t like the dog. He’s quite cute! He just wants to alert everyone about everything he hears….
Everyday… And every evening… All day… Even mornings…
So! I asked they put him inside more often on a small note and left that at their door while i went to go drop off some mail.
That was an hour ago…
There hasn’t been a peep sense..
:x

Oct 2, 2012
#noisy dog #barking #bark #dog
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#this is beautiful
Cherry Bon Bon [I.L.Y. Remix] Kyary Pamyu Pamyu

ericheavenly6:

Kyary Pamyu Pamyu | Cherry Bon Bon (I.L.Y. Remix)

I really love this remix.

Oct 2, 2012137 notes

harleymalik:

in my fourth hour we had sex education and todays section was on dating violence

the teachers told us there were only two reasons for abusive relationships

power

and

control

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Oct 2, 2012606 notes

h0odrich:

everyone be quiet i think we finally lost the black eyed peas

Oct 2, 201221,195 notes
#shhhhh
One Summer's Day Remix Joe Hisaishi

houseofghibli:

(Listen!)

Oct 2, 201232,243 notes

timeladyrosesmith:

beliefcreatesfacts:

scarvesandblazers:

everything-is-in-between:

kurtsies:

it’s almost october 1st and then comes october 2nd and then comes october 3rd and then comes october 5th and then comes october 6th.

Are we going to ignore th fact that they skipped october 4th?

what are you talking about

what’s october 4th

404 date not found

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#fallout #seriously #it'll be like #'open door' which is right next to 'steal currency' #its so ridiculous
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Sending out my registration to vote tomorrow. So excited * A *
Imma gonna contribute to society!!

YOU’RE WELCOME.

Oct 2, 2012
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#signal boost #missing children #missing teen #texas
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Play
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Listen

kyne-in-wunderlaand:

Look at me
I will never pass for a fairy kei
Or a sweet lolita
Can it be
I’m not meant to dress the part?
Now I see
That if I were truly to dress myself
I would break my bank account.

Who is that baka I see
Staring straight
Back at me?
Why is my reflection someone
I don’t know?
Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am
Though I’ve tried
When will my reflection show
That I am Kawaii?
When will my reflection show
That I am Kawaii?

I literally sang this out loud.
This is me.

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buttstallion:

mar-la-mode:

dottily:

kadsley:

proteusanimalcule:

pootsy:

DON’T LISTEN TO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2SPOOKY

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WHAT IS THIS OMG

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